DEPRESSION

Depression! The diagnosis professionals don’t want to diagnose me with. Because that’d mean they’d have to give me antidepressants and care for what I have to say. Which they don’t.

Depression is to me a way for my failiours to gather around me and choke me into the oblivion without anyone or me noticing.

I’m sorry for the few people who follow me on Spotify who see me bitch about feeling sad all the time. <333

I’m sorry for the few people who follow me on Spotify who see me bitch about feeling sad all the time. <333

But what it’s not, is the end. Because I know that I hate my life today and I’ll continue to hate my life for years like I’ve hated it for years before. But one thing I know is that it’s not lasting forever. I will get better and I will get better eventually. I am allowed to be sad and feel bad for myself, and I know that in the future when I’m stronger and have fixed a better life for myself, I will move on. I’m just not there yet. 

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